Feeling down.

I hate the beginning. Saying it outloud "30 days of eating clean". that's not hard, right? but days go by slow as the weeks go by fast. And I'm hungry. And I'm afraid that this "diet" won't really last, because we can't go to the store every 3 days for the fresh veggies and fruit that we are eating. Mostly because of money. Maybe next month will be better when Jon goes back to work but I hate feeling like we are going to have to get off of it for reasons sort of beyond our control. we didn't cheat, we didn't give up, its just cheaper to buy baking staples and live on carbs.